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JunThe last time i blogged Fiddler on the roof was still happening so one can imagine that I am a much happier person now! I used to blog as a way to get rid of bad feelings and stuff but something has seriously changed over the past four days and i cant say how or why. I used to live everyday based on the moods and thoughts of other people, and for the longest time I thrived off of the approval of the one person who i will never mention by name hah! However, i just went to college orientation and am now a completely new person. I feel so much more confident, the me everyone else saw is finally the person i see myself as! I have amazing friends, an amazing life and I never had anything to be so depressed about in the first place. It took leaving the life i am used to and interacting with people who barely know me to have me realize that people love me because of the person i am. I am slightly bitchy and speak my mind, I used to hate those parts of me, but you know what they make me..me!! its liberating to finally know that I am good enough haha shocking i know right people can tell you this over and over but until i believed it nothing else mattered. wow in comparison to my other blogs this is very cheerful, it is very relaxing.
Live Laugh Love
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Aprwow it feels weird to blog again because its been forever. I guess thats what happens when char char actually takes over your life. I love my panache family they were all amazing this weekend!!! Sadly this weekend was full of lasts, my last waltham and my last skaing show. After fourteen years im done and its sad but i couldnt be happier. Im loving life right now i have amazing friends and for the first time in so long i am truly happy with my life. I wouldnt change anything if given the chance my eyes have really been opened to how i dont need certain things to make myself happy. Thanks to all of my lovely friends that helped me realize that…ok so tired ahh lack of sleep and havnt even started packing..how typical of me night night
live laugh love
MC
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Mar“Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option.”
i dont think truer words were ever spoken. putting things into persepective is quite helpful when everything seems to be falling apart.
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Marlife should be lived with a smile and laughter :)
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Mar[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]This is the fuckin life. Great friends, great memories, going out, having fun, sitting under the stars… I love life right now. Everything else doesn’t matter, only that I’m enjoying my run.
“The way you can’t cut a rug, watching you’s the only drug I need
You’re so gangsta, I’m so thug, you’re the only one I’m dreaming of
You see, I can be myself now finally, in fact there’s nothing I can’t be
I want the world to see you be with me”“Hey Soul Sister Lyrics”
Hey, hey, hey
Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains
I knew I wouldn’t forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind
Your sweet moonbeam, the smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided, you’re the one I have decided who’s one of my kind
Hey soul sister, ain’t the Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain’t fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don’t want to miss a single thing you do…tonight
Hey, hey,hey
Just in time, I’m so glad you have a one-track mind like me
You gave my life direction, a game show love connection we can’t deny
I’m so obsessed, my heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you’re Madonna, and I’m always gonna wanna blow your mind
Hey soul sister, ain’t that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain’t fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don’t want to miss a single thing you do…tonight
The way you can’t cut a rug, watching you’s the only drug I need
You’re so gangsta, I’m so thug, you’re the only one I’m dreaming of
You see, I can be myself now finally, in fact there’s nothing I can’t be
I want the world to see you be with me
Hey soul sister, ain’t that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain’t fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don’t want to miss a single thing you do tonight,
Hey soul sister, I don’t want to miss a single thing you do…tonight
Hey, hey,hey
Tonight
Hey, hey,hey- ´µˆ¬ˆø µå≈∑´¬¬ ç´®çˆ
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MarDespite the lack of sunshine and abundance of rain today was a great day. my best friend got into a college that she actually really likes and even though i felt as if i was in a bad mood i actually laughed it off really easily! I am also proud that even though it has taken like two years i am finally over the one thing that has been plagueing my happiness! its like i got hit over the head with a giant reality check hahah! Today was what i would call a success and i am not one day closer to california and graduation!
Live Laugh Love
MC
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MarI was just inspired by what my favorite person Max just wrote. I am also finding things to be getting too ordinary around here. Everyday we wake up go to school and the only thing that makes each day different is the conversations we have with people. I dont know about you but it gets quite boring after a while. I too need some thrill, something different that i would normally never do. My time here in easton is almost up and i think its time to stop taking it too seriously and just have fun!
Live Laugh Love
MC
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Mar[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]Do you want my advice? Well too bad, here it comes.
Everyone seems to be all love-sick lately. Believe me, I understand WAY to well. I’ve been there when someone says they will always be with you, and they aren’t. If I could give one piece of advice to cure it, it would be this:
Go out, have fun, be random, have fun, go to boston at 8 am for a jazz festival, go to a basketball game and watch your high-school become state champs, go driving and sing to aerosmith at the top of your lounges until it hurts, go to target and act as if you’ve just been slipped roofies, be yourself, have fun.
“Forever & Always”
Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
We caught onto something, I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding? ‘Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak
I don’t feel welcome anymore
Baby, what happened? Please tell me
‘Cause one second it was perfect
Now you’re halfway out the door
And I stare at the phone; he still hasn’t called
And then you feel so low, you can’t feel nothin’ at all
And you flashback to when he said, forever and always
Oh, oh
And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
‘Cause I was there when you said forever and always
Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I’m not so sure
So here’s to everything, coming down to nothing
Here’s to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute
But I don’t anymore
And I stare at the phone; he still hasn’t called
And then you feel so low, you can’t feel nothin’ at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, oh
And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
‘Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn’t mean it, baby, I don’t think so
Oh, oh
Oh, back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?
Back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?
‘Cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
‘Cause I was there when you said forever and always
And I stare at the phone he still hasn’t called
And then you feel so low, you can’t feel nothin’ at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always!
And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
‘Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn’t mean it, baby, you said forever and always,
Yeah- ´µˆ¬ˆø µå≈∑´¬¬ ç´®çˆ
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